The Secrets of My Life

The Secrets of My Life

by Caitlyn Jenner, Buzz Bissinger

Narrated by Erin Bennett, Caitlyn Jenner

Unabridged — 8 hours, 31 minutes

The Secrets of My Life

The Secrets of My Life

by Caitlyn Jenner, Buzz Bissinger

Narrated by Erin Bennett, Caitlyn Jenner

Unabridged — 8 hours, 31 minutes

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Overview

In this remarkable memoir-written during her pivotal first years of becoming her authentic self-Caitlyn Jenner reflects on her past as she looks to her future.

"Imagine denying your core and soul. Then add to it the most impossible expectations that people have for you because you are the personification of The American Male Athlete."

Bruce Jenner, the celebrated Olympic icon and later the patriarch of one of the most famous families in the world, seemed to be living a dream life of success, fame, and prosperity. But the all-American image and million-dollar smile belied a lifelong struggle with gender dysphoria, and it wasn't until the sensational Diane Sawyer interview that the public mask of Bruce Jenner was finally retired, and through the memorable Vanity Fair piece by Buzz Bissinger, that Caitlyn Jenner was introduced to the world and set free to exist on her own terms. Since then, Caitlyn has undertaken an arduous emotional and physical odyssey to achieve the completeness she always felt was missing.

In THE SECRETS OF MY LIFE, Caitlyn reflects on the inner conflict she experienced growing up in an era of rigidly defined gender identities, and the cruel irony of being hailed by an entire nation as the ultimate symbol of manhood. She recounts her Olympic triumph, her rise to fame, and relates how her sense of frustration and shame grew with the passing years and the lengths to which she had to go to conceal her true self. Caitlyn in turn uncovers the toll that these personal struggles had on her three marriages and, subsequently, the relationships with her children. She also talks candidly about her life in the public eye as a member of the Kardashian clan, what led to her decision to become Caitlyn, and how she, her family, the transgender community, and the rest of the world has since embraced her new life.

Filled with incredibly personal and moving stories of struggle and victory, of anxiety and fear, and, finally, of surrender and acceptance, THE SECRETS OF MY LIFE reveals the real Caitlyn Jenner by tracing her long and eventful journey to becoming herself.

Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly

05/01/2017
Athlete and reality TV star Jenner (Finding the Champion Within) teams up with Bissinger (Friday Night Lights) for a sincere though uneven tell-all autobiography. Jenner jumps back and forth among her childhood, her iconic Olympic decathlon win, and her subsequent fame, while keeping the central focus on her former secret: gender dysphoria and the steps she took to alleviate it, in and out of the public eye. Jenner attempts to explain transgender identification, but despite her candor and vulnerability, a lack of clarity may render her message difficult to grasp; for example, she says she has “always been female” while also describing herself pretransition as “a man who wears a dress.” Though she says she loves her trans community, this isn’t a book for her trans critics, whose attitude she feels is “hostile and exclusionary” (she writes, “we are all in this together, or at least we should be”). Jenner appeals to the reader’s sympathies: self-deprecating humor abounds, and she shares frank, relatable anecdotes about depression and suicidal ideation. Readers will find her insight on O.J. Simpson fascinating (“he was the most narcissistic, egocentric, neediest asshole in the world of sports”), and fans of the Kardashian clan will take an interest in how Jenner describes her marriage to Kris Kardashian (“I am the product and Kris the agent and manager and negotiator”). While she won’t win over her critics, her fans will appreciate this candid look into her life. (Apr.)

From the Publisher

"THE SECRETS OF MY LIFE is revelatory for the depth with which Jenner details the staggering challenges of finding her true self, and the repercussions of hiding her gender dysphoria."—USA Today

"THE SECRETS OF MY LIFE...charts her journey from Bruce to Caitlyn with affecting candor: decades of distressful dysphoria as an Olympic champion and reality-TV patriarch, and the excruciating, exhilarating odyssey to her renewed identity in the spotlight."—Vanity Fair

"Painting a life both shallow and deep, painstakingly choreographed and unscripted, Jenner's candid portrait of a self in the remaking is a marvel to behold."—Kirkus

Library Journal

11/15/2016
You can't have missed one of the biggest news stories of 2015—Jenner's transition from Bruce to Caitlyn—but here are in-depth details and new information on how Jenner views the world through her new identity. Jenner's coauthor, the Pulitzer Prize-winning Bissinger, wrote the high-profile Vanity Fair piece that introduced Caitlyn Jenner to the world. Embargoed, so don't look for early reviews.

JUNE 2017 - AudioFile

From the world-famous record-setting all-American hero Bruce Jenner to the transgender activist Caitlyn Jenner, this memoir gives an in-depth look at the life of the most famous transgender woman in the world. Narrator Erin Bennett gives voice to Jenner’s autobiography, though Jenner herself introduces the book. Bennett is able to draw the listener into Jenner’s stories, both before and after her transition. While telling the stories that the public already knows about Jenner—the Olympics, marriages, fame—she reveals just how much more was going on behind the scenes and in her heart and mind. Listeners will find Jenner’s story relatable despite how very different her life has been from the average American’s. A.G.M. © AudioFile 2017, Portland, Maine

Kirkus Reviews

2017-04-25
A rugged tale of brute beauty and pyrrhic individualism.When Bruce Jenner took his iconic victory lap around Montreal's Olympic Stadium on July 30, 1976, he invited the world to witness the zenith of his triumphant transformation from talented small-town athlete to Superman-like decathlete for the ages. Fast-forward nearly 40 years, when he found himself nearly powerless on the side of the road, begging TMZ not to publish word of his tracheal shave that would signal to the world, and especially to those dear to him, an even greater physical transformation he was then desperate to conceal. Shuttling between past and recent watershed moments in this intimate tell-all memoir, Jenner now recounts path-breaking strides and missteps on the road from Bruce, who "existed for sixty-five years," to Caitlyn, "just going on her second birthday." With the help of Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist Bissinger, who penned the 2015 Vanity Fair feature accompanying Annie Leibovitz's first portraits of Caitlyn, Jenner explores extraordinary episodes in the years spent attempting to reconcile Bruce's "public figure" with his "private shadow" as he negotiated multiple marriages, children, and various careers, all while wrestling with the self-described gender dysphoria that led him to identify as female as early as age 10. Referring to his years of Olympic training as the "Grand Diversion" from innate gender issues, the author insists, "Bruce was not a lie. Bruce existed: what I did lie about or at least obfuscate was Caitlyn's existence." He describes pivotal moments, such as first wife Chrystie's 1973 discovery of her husband's "gender issues," and he provides insight into the hollow, post-Olympic years spent doing motivational speeches on overcoming the competitor within while sporting "panties and a bra and pantyhose" beneath his business suit. Painting a life both shallow and deep, painstakingly choreographed and unscripted, Jenner's candid portrait of a self in the remaking is a marvel to behold.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940173495273
Publisher: Hachette Audio
Publication date: 04/25/2017
Edition description: Unabridged
Sales rank: 442,872
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