The Quiet You Carry

by Nikki Barthelmess

Overview

A powerful, award-winning debut for fans of Amber Smith's The Way I Used To Be.

Victoria Parker knew her dad's behavior toward her was a little unusual, but she convinced herself everything was fine—until she found herself locked out of the house at 3:00 a.m., surrounded by flashing police lights. Now, dumped into a crowded, chaotic foster home, Victoria has to tiptoe around her domineering foster mother, get through senior year at a new school, and somehow salvage her college dreams . . . all while keeping her past hidden. But some secrets won't stay buried—especially when unwanted memories make Victoria freeze up at random moments and nightmares disrupt her sleep. Even worse, she can't stop worrying about her stepsister Sarah, left behind with her father. All she wants is to move forward, but how do you focus on the future when the past won't leave you alone?

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781635830293
Publisher:	North Star Editions
Publication date:	03/05/2019
Series:	The Quiet You Carry , #1
Sold by:	Barnes & Noble
Format:	eBook
Pages:	272
Sales rank:	292,193
File size:	4 MB
Age Range:	14 - 18 Years

About the Author

Nikki Barthelmess is a journalist published everywhere from lifestyle blogs to survivalist magazines. She entered foster care in Nevada at twelve, and spent the next six years living in six different towns. During this time, Nikki found solace in books, her journal, and the teachers who encouraged her as a writer. She graduated with a degree in journalism from the University of Nevada, Reno. Nikki lives in Los Angeles with her husband and her pride-and-joy Corgi pup. She is the author of The Quiet You Carry, Quiet No More, and Everything Within and In Between.

Editorial Reviews

This hard-to-put-down novel takes on grim topics unflinchingly but also gives readers hope that honesty and kindness will prevail.”—Kirkus Reviews

“A raw, unflinching work of fiction that delves into the world of foster care.” —School Library Journal

“A thought-provoking story about abuse and the importance of speaking out.” —Foreword Reviews

“As beautiful as it is heartbreaking.” —Eric Smith, author of The Girl and the Grove “This work of fiction, born of a searing moment in the lives of too many young girls, will get under your skin. Barthelmess’s story arrives right on time with a character who is trembling, yet defiant.” —Nikki Grimes, 2017 Winner of the Children’s Literature Legacy Award and author of the best-selling Bronx Masquerade “Barthelmess crafts a stunning story of one girl’s fight against a system and a father, and her triumphant resilience in the face of trauma.” —Mark Oshiro, #1 New York Times bestselling coauthor of The Sun and the Star

From the Publisher

03/01/2019

Gr 9 Up—A raw, unflinching work of fiction that delves into the world of foster care through the eyes of a teen named Victoria. The story opens as the clock turns 3:08 a.m. and the City of Reno Police Department and Child Protective Services converge on Victoria's home. Her father has thrown her out, and she is left to the foster care system. Trying to come to terms with this rejection, she struggles to finish her last year of high school and make her way to college. Her mind lingers on the past and the shock of her father's actions. She worries for her stepsister's safety. Silver Valley High is a lot different from her old school; it's hard to disappear, new friends ask about her past, and all the while she keeps getting jarring flashbacks. With only months until her 18th birthday, Victoria must learn how to make her own way in the world. She has only the words of her long-departed mother to guide her: "Everything in life is temporary, the good and the bad." The author draws on her own experience growing up in foster care and addresses her readers directly in a note, reminding foster kids that they are not alone. Resources are also appended. VERDICT A moving contemporary novel. Recommended.—Lisa Gieskes, Richland County Public Library, Columbia, SC

School Library Journal

2018-12-09

To her confusion, 17-year-old Victoria is ripped from her father and stepmother's home in Reno by Child Protective Services in the middle of the night.

Placed in foster care, she must focus on completing high school and applying for college while wrestling with whether to share the truth of what happened that night with anyone. It's clear from early on that Victoria's father accused her of making sexual advances on him, but what is not clear and helps create suspense is why her father now wants her out of his life and whether Victoria will come to terms with the psychological damage from her abuse that initially leads her into denial. At first Victoria tries to keep her foster care status a secret at school, but circumstances make this increasingly difficult. She then starts to consider the danger her 14-year-old stepsister might still be in. Debut novelist Barthelmess has written multifaceted characters that are believable, particularly Victoria, her strict foster mother, and her troubled foster sister, Jamie. Slightly less believable, because they are unfailingly kind, understanding, and wise, are Victoria's new friend Latinx Christina (the sole character of color) and her love interest, a boy named Kale. Victoria's first-person voice is strong and appealing, and her story is a positive addition to the sparse YA literature on foster care.

This hard-to-put-down novel takes on grim topics unflinchingly but also gives readers hope that honesty and kindness will prevail. (resources) (Fiction. 12-18)

Kirkus Reviews