Scarlett as everyone called me came from a nickname I'd come to be known. As there were times I found myself wandering from my home day or night searching and longing for Jake, my soulmate without so much as a thought placed into my actions. My actions lingering from despair about Jakes auto accident and the unknown as to his survival left me in somewhat of a parallel relativity; subconsciously on automatic pilot. As some would say I carried myself through life like a scar on the meadows jagged edge, past due beyond the shadows of gravesites; clinging onto things never intended by others to withstand. It would be those shadows of doubts that lingered everywhere I went as everything in my life was in limbo or parallel to unfortunate circumstances.