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In Full Color: Finding My Place in a Black and White World

by Rachel Dolezal , Storms Reback

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In Full Color: Finding My Place in a Black and White World by Rachel Dolezal, Storms Reback


A lot of people have made up their minds about Rachel Doležal. But none of them know her real story.

In June 2015, the media “outed” Rachel Doležal as a white woman who had knowingly been “passing” as Black. When asked if she were African American during an interview about the hate crimes directed at her and her family, she hesitated before ending the interview and walking away. Some interpreted her reluctance to respond and hasty departure as dishonesty, while others assumed she lacked a reasonable explanation for the almost unprecedented way she identified herself.

What determines your race? Is it your DNA? The community in which you were raised? The way others see you or the way you see yourself?

With In Full Color, Rachel Doležal describes the path that led her from being a child of white evangelical parents to an NAACP chapter president and respected educator and activist who identifies as Black. Along the way, she recounts the deep emotional bond she formed with her four adopted Black siblings, the sense of belonging she felt while living in Black communities in Jackson, Mississippi, and Washington, DC, and the experiences that have shaped her along the way.

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ISBN-13:
9781944648169
9781944648169
Publisher:
BenBella Books, Inc.
BenBella Books, Inc.
Publication date:
03/28/2017
Pages:
304
304
Sales rank:
483,795
Product dimensions:
6.20(w) x 9.10(h) x 1.20(d)
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About the Author

About the Author


Rachel Doležal holds an MFA from Howard University. Her scholarly research focus is the intersection of race, gender, and class in the contemporary Black diaspora, with a specific emphasis on Black women in visual culture. She is a licensed Intercultural Competency & Diversity Trainer, dedicated to racial and social justice activism. She has worked as an instructor at North Idaho College and Eastern Washington University, where she also served as Advisor for the schools’ Black Student Unions, as well as Whitworth University, and has guest lectured at Spokane Community College, University of Idaho, Gonzaga University, and Washington State University.

Doležal began her activism in Mississippi, where she advocated for equal rights and partnered with community developers, tutoring grade-school children in Black history and art and pioneering African American history courses at a predominantly white university. She is the former Director of Education at the Human Rights Education Institute in Idaho and has served as a consultant for human rights education and inclusivity in regional public schools. She recently led the Office of Police Ombudsman Commission to promote police accountability and justice in law enforcement in Spokane, Washington, and was the President of the Spokane Chapter of the NAACP. She is the devoted mother of three sons.

Storms Reback is the author of three books All In: The (Almost) Entirely True History of the World Series of Poker, Farha on Omaha: Expert Strategy for Beating Cash Games and Tournaments, and Ship It Holla Ballas!: How a Bunch of 19-Year-Old College Dropouts Used the Internet to Become Poker’s Loudest, Craziest, and Richest Crew. He lives in Austin, Texas with his wife and children.

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Table of Contents

Table of Contents

Foreword xiii

Prologue 1

1 Delivered by Jesus 5

2 Escaping to Africa (in My Head) 9

3 Oatmeal 15

4 Drowned by Religion 19

5 Hustling to Make a Dollar 25

6 Chicken Head Baseball & Huckleberry Stains 33

7 Thirteen I 39

8 Adopting Ezra 45

9 Separate but Equal 53

10 Hair I 59

11 Million Man March 69

12 Belhaven College 77

13 Hair II 87

14 Adopting a New Dad I 99

15 Kevin & Howard 107

16 Emancipation 121

17 San Francisco 131

18 Thirteen II 137

19 Adopting a New Dad II 145

20 Malicious Harassment 157

21 Raising Black Boys in America 169

22 The Third Strike 179

23 Black Lives Matter 189

24 Lorenzo Hayes 199

25 Ambushed by Reporter 211

26 Unemployed 221

27 New York 229

28 Backlash 241

29 Survival Mode 253

30 Rebirth 263

Epilogue 271

Acknowledgments 279

About the Authors 281

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Editorial Reviews

Editorial Reviews

“Finally, Rachel Doležal in her own voice and words shares her intriguing account and path of conscious self-definition, embodied in a life of activism. . . . Rachel forces us all to question what we have come to accept until now.”
—Bishop Clyde N.S. Ramalaine, author of Preach a Storm, Live a Tornado

"Rachel Dolezal’s early life memoir is not simply a narrative of radical activism. . . . It serves to critique the cultural straightjacket of traditionalist white ‘Protestant work ethic’ society. At this moment of alt-right reactionism, it punctures the fake nostalgia for an imagined pre-multiculturalism era of supposed purity and authenticity.”
—Gavin Lewis, Black British writer and academic

“The storm of vitriol Rachel received in the national spotlight was as cruel as it was undeserved. Her deep compassion for others shines through every chapter of her life and has clearly motivated her truly outstanding advocacy work.”

—Gerald Hankerson, president of the NAACP Alaska Oregon Washington State Area

“It’s absolutely necessary to know the whole story in order to understand the extraordinary racial journey that Rachel Doležal has made.”

—Ann Morning, associate professor of sociology at New York University and author of The Nature of Race: How Scientists Think and Teach about Human Difference

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Customer Reviews (2)
Love this book. Rachael was spot on with the issues of white supre ...
Love this book. Rachael was spot on with the issues of white supremacy ruling everything in America and the effects of the slave trade that still lingers in many African Americans. The fact that we all stemmed from Africa, contradicts the notion that Rachael was black facing African Americans. Throughout every ghetto there is a White male or female who adopts black culture, because that is all they could truly identify with, Rachael rejected he parents beliefs and identities that was forced on her through abuse and found peace among the African American groups in college, thus embracing the African American struggle and the African American culture. I'm willing to bet Rachael knows more about African/African American History than 3/4 of the average African American. Dolezal has my full support, don't let the media think for you, think for yourself and read this book.
- Woods91
November 18, 2017
Since the news first broke of a Seattle white woman purposefully p ...
Since the news first broke of a Seattle white woman purposefully positioning herself as black, Rachel Dolezal has been the person we all love to hate. Like most others, I followed the story closely and absorbed arguments on both sides. I don't feel qualified to try and rationalize her actions or make any type of defense for her, and as a (mostly) white woman who has had the benefit of privilege in my life, neither do I feel truly able to comprehend the degree of anger, frustration, and hurt her actions have brought to POC. What I do feel—and what I've always felt for her—is confusion and embarrassment. My embarrassment comes chiefly in the form of empathy, only in the way that her revealing was forced into the limelight. It's the same embarrassment I'd feel if any of my old, dirty family secrets were splashed across the front of a newspaper (even if they were really, really dirty—which some, sadly, are). I feel this way only because I'm a sympathetic woman, but that doesn't make me immune to the raw and legitimate testimony of POC who rally against her. Their disdain is valid and I refuse to trivialize their credible resentment toward her. But what I am qualified to do is review a book based on its literary merit, and that is what I intend to do here. The book begins with a thorough review of Dolezal's upbringing, which is heartbreaking. She makes clear that an identity crisis was brewing from the day she was born, a day in which her birth nearly killed her mother. The abuses that followed to herself and her siblings at the hands of their parents made me physically ill. The writing is tight, clean, and direct, with Dolezal narrating in a straightforward manner. As she grows and leaps deeper into a pool of disorientation, she appears to find strength in her passions: African art, history, and civil rights issues. There are some moments in the book where she's definitely patting her own back for her accomplishments, but given where she's come from—from a literary perspective—it doesn’t come off as terribly egotistical. On the contrary, if she was anyone else it would be a wonderful story of perseverance and hope. But it's not anyone else. It's Rachel Dolezal, and the name alone makes it incredibly difficult to move past. I wouldn’t recommend In Full Color to those who weren't thoroughly interested in psychology, or to those who don't enjoy reading for the sake of an interesting story. I am perfectly comfortable reading the biographies of people I disapprove of personally, and as far as biographies go this is an uncomfortably fascinating one.
- PlsPassTheBooks
April 4, 2017
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