Table of Contents
Prologue 1
Part I St. Stephen, The First Christian Martyr, Patron Saint of Stonemasons, 1994-96
Audition 7
An Actor Prepares 10
Acting Is Believing 15
Freeing the Natural Voice 21
Genesis 28
A Place at the Table 32
By Way of the Heart 37
Confessions 46
The Cloud of Unknowing 55
Urgent Longings 63
In Praise of Folly 69
The Seven Storey Mountain 78
Part II St. Pius X, Pope, Patron Saint of First Communicants and Pilgrims, 1996-98
The Consolation of Philosophy 83
A Theology of Liberation 91
The Long Loneliness 99
Part III St. Mary, Mother of God, Patron Saint of Crusaders, Needle and Pin Makers, and Virgins, 1998-2002
Interior Castle 117
The Rule of Life 131
Codependent No More 142
The Road Less Traveled 147
The Theology of the Body: Human Love in the Divine Plan 158
Spiritual Exercises 167
Letting Go: The Spirituality of Subtraction 182
The Changing Face of Priesthood 189
The Wild Man's Journey 200
Gaudmm et Spes 211
Part IV St. Jude, the Apostle, Patron Saint of Lost Causes, 2002-3
The Holy Longing 223
The First Five Years of Priesthood 227
The Wounded Healer 238
Quickening the Fire in Our Midst 246
Part V Resurrection, 2003-4
Sacred Silence 257
Homosexuality in the Church 265
Boys Like Us 278
Becoming a Man 286
Now That I'm Out, What Do I Do? 297
The End of the Affair 306
Part VI Beautiful Child, 2019
Epilogue: We Are the Champions 319