Table of Contents
Introduction 1
Chapter 1 This Is Us? 7
A Wonderful Mess
The Hormone Part
Diaper Is Too Tight
It's Expensive!
Help You What?
Please Find Me
Chapter 2 Here's What I'm Thinking 21
No Good Timing
I'm Pregnant and Freaking Out
Sorry for What I Said When I Was Feeling Crappy
PANIC!
We Can't Lose This Pregnancy
If I Snuggle, You Want Sex
Chapter 3 I Need You to Know This Hurts 35
Postpartum Jiggles
Seriously Don't Touch Me
Don't Ask
What Happened to My Vagina?
Six-Week All Clear
Why Aren't You Attracted to Me?
Chapter 4 Are We In This Together? 49
You Don't Understand
Did the Baby Sleep Through the Night Again?
No Time
Why Don't We Talk?
Baby Loves You More
This Cannot Be Okay
Chapter 5 What If This Happens to Us? 63
We Can't Get Pregnant?
Unplanned Pregnancy
Unbearable Sadness
Loss Is Forever
Impossibly Difficult Circumstances
Chapter 6 Finding Us 75
Remember When We Had a Life?
When Compromise Feels Like Losing
Negotiation Is an Art Form
When Did We Become Our Parents?!
Please Don't Touch the Baby
I Want a Baby, You Want a Vasectomy
Chapter 7 The Power of Our Relationship 89
OMG Put Your Phone Down Please
He Needs a Hat
I Think She's Hungry
Wake Up Please
Take the Baby!
Chapter 8 Mom Struggles 101
Just Feed the Baby
The World Can Be a Scary Place
Actually, I Really Do Take Care of Everything
If You Only Knew What I Was Thinking: Scary Thoughts
Either Way, I Feel Guilty
I Cannot Live This Way
Chapter 9 Dad Struggles 115
What Are We Gonna Do?
I Can't Get Those Images Out of My Head
Could You Stop Telling Me What to Do and How to Do It?
Am I Just Like My Dad?
I Have to Stay Strong for My Family
Would My Kids Be Better Off without Me?
Chapter 10 This Is Us Now 129
When Worry Resides
Are We Okay?
Cultivating Resilience
Finding Humor
Revisit Your Circle of Affection
Resources 141
References 149